Okay so now my body does not want to do what I would like it to do I scream in my mind and try to be proper I want to scream the words my mother would wash my mouth out for (not that she did or would) I am scared and crying I feel alone and no one can see when it is happening I’d rather no pity but right now I feel like if the entire world were to wrap its loving arms around me…. This still would not make it stop If I yell enough cry enough ENOUGH I’ve had it I can’t put on a face that would make everyone feel comfortable to be around me I’m tired today yesterday tomorrow Power is so lame I am so lame this is so lame If anyone does read this and in the minutes you take to read this w-e-a-k in my weakness without moment(s) then you no longer are able to have compassion YES I am angry Why me? On this day in this second that one and this ONE I do not understand why How strong can I be when this is what breaks me I am shakin’ to the core I go in and out trying to find deeper meaning but another second THIS second I cry again Why this? Pity pity pity so shameless I do not care what anyone one sees because now THIS has me PLEASE PLEASE see me I am not this
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