When I was a young girl, I knew that love was the only truth, not romantic love, sisterly love or any other sort of love can come with conditions. I knew at this young age that love had no conditions.This happened to me when I was about 15. This was what came first to show …
I just want to put this out there before you read any further- I am not saying it takes being in pain to find these ideas out. All of us go through “Life Events” that cause some type of suffering. We all see the world differently and that in itself is beautiful. As humans, we …
Our eternal hope that love will conquer all is true. Love doesn’t drown in pain. Pain derives from. Fear is the opposite of love.
This entry is sporadic and abstract and very human. I will not destroy any emotion because it does not please someone.
Thank you to all my loved ones who have given me love,support and for being patient. I wish I could make this disease go away so I could live my life the way I want to but as it stands, it is not going to happen. I am working on a lifestyle change so I won’t have to take medication(as I hate them myself) or be cut open every year but I’m doing this for myself. I know I’ll make new friends that will understand. I don’t need to live up to other people’s expectation on how one should live their life.
I just needed to let out some things that I have been keeping in ….really its bad when you have been crying all day and you can barely see…but I can feel …I’m throwing up walls…no matter how bad I want to
Time seems to travel so fast. Our lives seem to go by quicker as we grow older. My sessions in meditating have been my center. It has guided me and given me the ability to cherish time. Time is so precious as life is itself. We go around looking for answers when all the while it is within us. The answer to everything is in your heart.
I am very strong but Endometriosis is by far the worse thing to come along. With the fertility issues and chronic pain this disease NEEDS to be looked into. I say this and have heard but if it were a man with this all over the outside there would have been way more research done. This is my story -in short. I do believe my whole experience could be a book! The emotional and mental anguish of this is not covered in this post.
One in four women (25%) has experienced domestic violence in her lifetime. Entry in personal journal on August 9, 2011 I should be sleeping. It’s too late and it’s too early. Overtime I’ve thought of you, I felt sorry for you. Now I’m angry because I,unlike you,love me. There where no days of bliss with you. …
a poem by Summer Crew July 6.2011